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[susandennis]

I currently have a finite amount of funds to carry me through. In July, this will double when a CD I bought last year matures. So the money I have now must last me until July. I know the amounts of most of the expenses I will incur during this time but not all of them - like income tax which could be huge, small or a refund.

I have done and redone the numbers a bilscilion times - questioning my logic, my reason and my arithmetic. And last night, I found an error in all three. Depending on the income tax, I may or may not make it to July. Now, in fairness, I do have investments I can tap into but that's a very last resort. And that fucking condo may sell but at this point, closing before July is very iffy.

And today is the day we are holding the gathering for Myrna. And I don't wanna. I can't get out of it and it will only be an hour tops but the thought of it just really bums me out.

And volleyball was not that much fun, today either. I can see that it stands a very good chance of just drying up.

Julio caught Biggie's cold. Biggie's no longer sneezing so, hopefully, in a week, Julio won't be either. They are in major romp mode today. Running, chasing, jumping. Frolicking. So at least they aren't bummed out.

I play a set of spider solitaire games every day - most the same set with one added. They are tough puzzles. I just solved one that I've been trying and failing on now for six weeks. So maybe I should just take that victory as a sign.

And it is house cleaning day.

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