Smoking...
Dec. 13th, 2004 12:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
susandennisEvery once in a while I get a giant, powerful urge to have a cigarette. It's not often but when it hits, man, do I ever want to light up. A few weeks ago, I actually did. I had a half a pack in the freezer so when I got one of those powerful urges I figured one puff just to see if it was as good as I remembered.
I lit it and sucked in and UGH! It was horrible.
What in the world happened to the delicious release of the smoke that served me so well for sooooo many years? It feels like the phantom feelings an amputee describes. A few minutes ago, it hit again and now I know there's nothing I can do. Sigh.
I lit it and sucked in and UGH! It was horrible.
What in the world happened to the delicious release of the smoke that served me so well for sooooo many years? It feels like the phantom feelings an amputee describes. A few minutes ago, it hit again and now I know there's nothing I can do. Sigh.
