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susandennisI pride myself on leading a stress free life. If something pisses me off, I get pissed and move on. If something makes me sad, I am sad and move on. I have learned to enjoy the joy and keep on getting' on. A couple of whiles ago, ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
rev_hank was doing her wonderful magic on my neck and shoulders and for the first time felt some tension in my shoulders - she was really surprised. 'Wow! Where did that come from?' I knew exactly the minute she asked. I had been in several situations in the days leading up to then that I had had to mask my true feelings in dealing with people. She could literally feel it in my shoulders.
All I've got to say is that it is a good thing she's not giving me a massage today because I would fucking break her fingers.
Between Sheri (no, the coffee mug shelves are not going to be installed today like she said they were - actually she said they would be installed last Thursday and then Thursday night told me it would be today and now says Wednesday... ) And Polly (who, I actually think is kind of caught up on her own emotions about Mom right now) and Torry (who's trying hard to help me get the sitters paid and help me figure out how to handle it all going forward) and then add on to that a half dozen major stresses at work, and, frankly, I'm not not having a stress free day!
I don't have any checks for Mom's checking account. I can get into her account online and found the bill pay button. Yahoo!! It let me set up a payee but then wouldn't let me pay! It says I don't have any accounts set up for bill pay. Then, why the fuck do you let me set up a payee??!!! I called. Nice lady told me to go into 'other services' and put 'add bill pay' in the comment section and hit send. She said they would get it set up today but somehow I am not hopeful that it will happen.
And, of course, my friend Kieran's software is finally ready for the testing he asked me to do eons ago. And he'd like it to be done this week. After work. ARUGH. (I told him I could not - maybe Friday but otherwise, not this week - just too overloaded. He'll understand but I hated not being able to help him.)
I feel like one of those old commercials - was it Excedrin? - TENSION, PRESSURE, PAIN with a lightening bold going into this head...
rev_hank was doing her wonderful magic on my neck and shoulders and for the first time felt some tension in my shoulders - she was really surprised. 'Wow! Where did that come from?' I knew exactly the minute she asked. I had been in several situations in the days leading up to then that I had had to mask my true feelings in dealing with people. She could literally feel it in my shoulders.All I've got to say is that it is a good thing she's not giving me a massage today because I would fucking break her fingers.
Between Sheri (no, the coffee mug shelves are not going to be installed today like she said they were - actually she said they would be installed last Thursday and then Thursday night told me it would be today and now says Wednesday... ) And Polly (who, I actually think is kind of caught up on her own emotions about Mom right now) and Torry (who's trying hard to help me get the sitters paid and help me figure out how to handle it all going forward) and then add on to that a half dozen major stresses at work, and, frankly, I'm not not having a stress free day!
I don't have any checks for Mom's checking account. I can get into her account online and found the bill pay button. Yahoo!! It let me set up a payee but then wouldn't let me pay! It says I don't have any accounts set up for bill pay. Then, why the fuck do you let me set up a payee??!!! I called. Nice lady told me to go into 'other services' and put 'add bill pay' in the comment section and hit send. She said they would get it set up today but somehow I am not hopeful that it will happen.
And, of course, my friend Kieran's software is finally ready for the testing he asked me to do eons ago. And he'd like it to be done this week. After work. ARUGH. (I told him I could not - maybe Friday but otherwise, not this week - just too overloaded. He'll understand but I hated not being able to help him.)
I feel like one of those old commercials - was it Excedrin? - TENSION, PRESSURE, PAIN with a lightening bold going into this head...
