Trying not to borrow trouble
Dec. 25th, 2011 04:40 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
susandennisLast week I had a very bad night, then two good ones, then a very bad one. I've since had two good ones and so if history repeats tonight will be bad. I'm trying to actually come down on the side of tonight will prove that the bad night history is over.
I have not moved much today. I've walked around the condo and done things like empty the dishwasher but nothing heavy duty and everything short term. Otherwise I sat and worked or sat and played on the computer or sat and watched TV.
With that disclaimer, however, I am happy to report I have felt very nearly normal all day long! It's been a lovely Christmas gift.
I just had a prophylactic hit on the inhaler. I leave for Ann and Ron's in an hour and I wanted to give it time to sink in and get to work but I wanted to leave enough hours so that I could get another hit before bed if I needed it.
And I'm just not going to believe that tonight's sleep will be like last night's, wonderful.
Edit maybe 30 mins later: I just thought of a test I could do... gather up the garbage, clean the litter box, and take it all down to the dumpster. Did it all - not at top speed, mind you, but I did it and made it back with very little panting. This is so encouraging.
I have not moved much today. I've walked around the condo and done things like empty the dishwasher but nothing heavy duty and everything short term. Otherwise I sat and worked or sat and played on the computer or sat and watched TV.
With that disclaimer, however, I am happy to report I have felt very nearly normal all day long! It's been a lovely Christmas gift.
I just had a prophylactic hit on the inhaler. I leave for Ann and Ron's in an hour and I wanted to give it time to sink in and get to work but I wanted to leave enough hours so that I could get another hit before bed if I needed it.
And I'm just not going to believe that tonight's sleep will be like last night's, wonderful.
Edit maybe 30 mins later: I just thought of a test I could do... gather up the garbage, clean the litter box, and take it all down to the dumpster. Did it all - not at top speed, mind you, but I did it and made it back with very little panting. This is so encouraging.
