Ok, my bad real bad
May. 18th, 2014 06:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
susandennisOnce the power was on for good, and I got dinner, I realized what a whiny unreasonable bitch I was about the whole thing. I still think Ann should have asked me if I wanted coffee - kidding!!! But, really, I was just totally unreasonably stressed about the whole thing almost from the time I first heard about it. Then as it went on and on and on my temperament went downhill.
Shit happens and really no harm was done. I just reacted very badly. Tomorrow will be better if only because 1. I won't be at all surprised if the power does not come back when promised and 2. I have a game plan for if it doesn't.
I won't be happier but maybe I won't embarrass myself.
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I will say that spending a day without the webcams on turned out to be pretty interesting to me. I was acutely aware that they weren't there. I made a mess at one point - lunch plate, tissues everywhere, the airbed sloppily in the middle of the room with pillows on the floor. At one point I thought 'I should clean this shit up.' and the I thought 'No hurry, no one can see!' And I didn't get dressed until it got too cold.
I think the webcams keep me honest, tidy and more engaged beyond me than I realized. I kind of like that and knowing it.
Shit happens and really no harm was done. I just reacted very badly. Tomorrow will be better if only because 1. I won't be at all surprised if the power does not come back when promised and 2. I have a game plan for if it doesn't.
I won't be happier but maybe I won't embarrass myself.
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I will say that spending a day without the webcams on turned out to be pretty interesting to me. I was acutely aware that they weren't there. I made a mess at one point - lunch plate, tissues everywhere, the airbed sloppily in the middle of the room with pillows on the floor. At one point I thought 'I should clean this shit up.' and the I thought 'No hurry, no one can see!' And I didn't get dressed until it got too cold.
I think the webcams keep me honest, tidy and more engaged beyond me than I realized. I kind of like that and knowing it.
webcams keep me honest, tidy and more engaged beyond me than I realized.
Date: 2014-05-19 09:04 am (UTC)Re: webcams keep me honest, tidy and more engaged beyond me than I realized.
Date: 2014-05-19 03:10 pm (UTC)I think the webcams keep me honest, tidy and more engaged beyond me than I realized
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