Second guessing me
Aug. 19th, 2014 08:19 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
susandennisFor several reasons I decided not to go to CES this year - well, next year. January 2015. I've gone for the past 4 years. Last year, I enjoyed it but it wasn't the thrill that the other years had been. I also didn't look forward to it as much as years before. Then when my brother said his wife was going to join him, that just threw a light on it that made the whole thing less attractive. The way I like to do it, it's not a cheap deal so I decided to save the cash and just skip it.
I'm kind of vaguely wondering now whether the decision was a good one. I guess I won't know until January when everyone is there and I'm not. I am pretty sure it will be easy to go back in 2016 if I want to so it's no biggie. Just thoughts rattling around.
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My sleep has been weird lately. Night before last I dreamed that my friend, John - who died more than a decade ago and never ever smoked - had taken up cigarettes. During the day yesterday, I actually wondered for a brief minute whether I had any ashtrays left for when he next visits. Very disconcerting. Last night I had dreams that were the kind that brought such relief when I woke up and realized it was just a dream. I think it's the warm weather. I sleep so much better when I can burrow into the fluffy duvet. It's not even cool enough now for a very light cover.
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Swimming at 11. It's supposed to be cooler today so there may be errands or not. We'll see.
I'm kind of vaguely wondering now whether the decision was a good one. I guess I won't know until January when everyone is there and I'm not. I am pretty sure it will be easy to go back in 2016 if I want to so it's no biggie. Just thoughts rattling around.
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My sleep has been weird lately. Night before last I dreamed that my friend, John - who died more than a decade ago and never ever smoked - had taken up cigarettes. During the day yesterday, I actually wondered for a brief minute whether I had any ashtrays left for when he next visits. Very disconcerting. Last night I had dreams that were the kind that brought such relief when I woke up and realized it was just a dream. I think it's the warm weather. I sleep so much better when I can burrow into the fluffy duvet. It's not even cool enough now for a very light cover.
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Swimming at 11. It's supposed to be cooler today so there may be errands or not. We'll see.