Two other things

[susandennis]

For the first time in something like 5 years, I just had the thought that I'd really would like a cigarette. My lungs would not and I really wouldn't either but I hadn't even had that thought in so long it was weird.

Also weird was this dream I had last night. I was in a sewing class and I fucked up my final project. The outfit was great but as part of the assignment we were supposed to track expenses and I just forgot. The weird thing was that I woke up and was so relieved that it was just a dream and then I went back to sleep and it continued!! Twice more!

Gabe from the sewing store just called to say that he had left a phone message and an email to his general manager. He didn't have a response but I guess I made an impression because now, instead of not calling me with the answer he knew, now he's calling with the answer he doesn't know yet.

Ok, that's three things. I'm hungry. Dinner time.

Comments

[rsc.livejournal.com]

It seems likely that the dream and the sewing machine issue are related somehow.

[susandennis]

I suspect you are correct!

Weird dream ...

[sweetwilla.livejournal.com]

maybe from watching Project Runway last night?

Re: Weird dream ...

[susandennis]

Except I haven't watched an episode in more than a week. But, clearly either that or British Sewing Bee played a pivotal role in dream creation :)

[letmesaythis.livejournal.com]

My guess is that your cigarette craving is a direct result of the stress and annoyance brought on by your recent misfortunes. The brain keeps remnants of old habits, I think.

[susandennis]

I'll bet you are right!